my own little world

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 21:54:33 GMT

another thing from my love ben

he wrote me a song

this isnt all of the words but heres a peek at it

i look at you
you look back at me
i look into your eyes
and wonder what it could be
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to say
all i really know is that
your beauty just took me away

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 22:30:57 GMT

i miss my canadian.....................ben y do u live sooo far?????

neways he sent me an awsome email

here it is:

Subject : to my little pwincess

hey cutie....

aww i miss you soo much... haha meeting all of these gay retarded girls back in red deer made me think of you soo much haha daaaamn i want my jersey girl back... i had so much fun with you babe :)

benjamin

wow i miss him!!!!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 03:33:37 GMT

i miss keith.........................................................................................................

i heart evan levy!!!!!!!

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 06:29:46 GMT

Daddyltlgirl107 [1:28 AM]: make me a poen
Daddyltlgirl107 [1:28 AM]: to make me happy lol
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: k heres a limerick
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: there once was a girl named jess
Daddyltlgirl107 [1:28 AM]: lol
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: who possessed extremely nice breasts
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: she had a cute nose
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: she wasnt a hoe
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: and she put other chicks to the tesst
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: OHHHHHHHHH
Nave217872 [1:28 AM]: that was amazing
Daddyltlgirl107 [1:29 AM]: lol i heart u
Nave217872 [1:29 AM]: off the top of my head
Nave217872 [1:29 AM]: haha thanks

i think ive finalli found it

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 04:35:56 GMT

this entry sorta refers to my december one about finding the right person. well i think i finalli have. ive been searching for the right person for the longest time now and everyone i did find just didnt seem right. yea there was attraction but there was always something missing something i couldnt quite figure out. but now i finalli have. i found a guy who loves everything i love , and i dont have to worry about him pressuring me into nething. he good looking funny nice. and has one of the most amazing personalitys ive ever come across.lol . and he know exactly what to say to make me falll to peices lol. I KID YOU NOT!!!

to sum it all up i couldnt ask for more and theres onli one quote to summerize how i feel

Lying here with you • Listening to the rain • Smiling just to see the smile upon your face • These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive • These are the moments • I'll remember all my life • I found all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more • Looking in your eyes • Seeing all I need • Everything you are is everything to me • These are the moments • I know heaven must exist • These are the moments I know all I need is this • I have all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more • I could not ask for more than this time together • I could not ask for more than this time with you • Every prayer has been answered • Every dream I have's come true • And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be • Here with you here with me • These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive • These are the moments I'll remember all my life • I've got all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more • I could not ask for more than the love you give me 'Coz it's all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more

p.s. thanx for making me feel this way*****
p.p.s. jossy u rock ur my ultimate match maker

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 20:43:31 GMT

AHHHHH holy shyt does ne one know what to do from FRENCH2's tourist project thingy i lost the damn paper!!!!!!!!

if you know it post the require ments or IM me my lj and my sn is the same

daddyltlgirl107 thanz

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 20:38:04 GMT

brings back memories dont it

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 23:38:18 GMT

The strands in your eyes
the color them wonderful
stop me
then steal my breath
emeralds from mountains
thrust towards the sky
never revealing their depth

Tell me
that we belong together
dress it up
with the trappings of love
ill be captivated
ill hang from your lips
instead of the gallows
of heartache that hang from above

Ill be
your crying shoulder
ill be
loves suicide
i'll be
better when i'm older
ill be
the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls
angry on the tin roof
as we lie awake in my bed
you're my survival
you're my living proof
my love is alive
not dead

Tell me
that we belong together
dress it up
with the trappings of love
ill be captivated
ill hang from your lips
instead of the gallows
of heartache that hang from above

Ill be
your crying shoulder
ill be
loves suicide
i'll be
better when i'm older
ill be
the greatest fan of your life

I dropped out
I burned up
I found my way back from the dead
I tuned in
And turned on
Remembering the things that you said

Ill be
Your crying shoulder
Ill be
Loves suicide
Ill be
Better when im older
Ill be
The greatest fan of yourrr....
Ill be
Your crying shoulder
Ill be
Loves suicide
Ill be
Better when im older
Ill be
The greatest fan of your life

*dedicated

its a snowball fight pass it on

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 02:08:06 GMT

I made myself a snowball,
as perfect as could be,
I thought I'd keep it as a pet,
and let it sleep with me.
I made it some pajamas,
and a pillow for its head,
Then last night it ran away,
But first--it wet the bed.

i love it do u love it well u should!! posty!

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 04:33:23 GMT

wow i was writitng an essay for leogarde and i put alot of haert and soul into it and i came up with the amazing conclusion paragraph that i have to share with you guys because i just seems soooo right

"As one can now see trying to force your rites of passage is like trying to ride a wild, and untame horse, and rocky and dangerous choice. But if you let your instincts take the reins, you shall find the ride to be like a smooth and enjoyable ride on a kind-hearted, gentle pony."

awsome isnt it???

comments please

wow its been a long time

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 22:25:16 GMT

well ive been thinking alot lately and ive come to the conclusion that i realli need a boyfriend. but i dont want one of those gay 2 month things i wants it to last. and i dont want it to be a relationship where you never talk or dont see each other. like i dont need to see him everyday and talk to him every night but ive got to be able to talk to him about stuff and tell him whats bothering me. ive felt so lonely lately, like yea i have alot of friends, and yea they are great, but there is something missing. i want some one to hold me and love me for who i am (sounds corny i know but thats how i feel) it realli hard to find a guy who will like you for who you are and not for looks because i dont have good looks i know so i have to rely on my personality to get me through things. but idk and i seem to find most of the guys in wayne to be pompous jerk who care more about what they look like than anyone else. please not i said most not all because i have found some guys who dont fit that catagory and i love bein around them. idk what to do but all i know is i need to find a lasting relationsionship

mwaz

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 04:27:02 GMT

school tomm school tomm ahhhhhh im gunna go fuckin insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ey guys

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 13:15:39 GMT

im back for the night just to tellu im leavin again today for gymnastics camp, but if u would like to email me there go to this web site and click wherer it says email camper then register for free and type away thanx alot

http://www.international-gym-camp.com/index.php

good bye everybody ive got to got to leave u all behind and face the truth

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 04:38:12 GMT

Hey every one im just here to say goodbye

im leaving for camp sunday and ill miss u all

if u want me to write u from camp please post ur full adress

if u wanna write me and maybe send me a lil care package (food pictures candy w/e)

my adress is:

Camp Tapawingo
Jessica Garofalo
P.O. Box 250
Speculator NY, 12164

please right if u have the time

see u in 3 weeks

JeSs

ITS CUTE SO READ IS AND COMMENT

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 18:25:31 GMT

ONE NIGHT I HAD A WONDROUS DREAM
ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS THERE WAS SEEN
THE FOOTPRINTS OF MY PRECIOUS LORD
BUT MINE WERE NOT ALONG THE SHORE

BUT THEN SOME STRANGER PRINTS APPEARED...
AND I ASKED THE LORD, "WHAT HAVE WE HERE"?
THOSE PRINTS ARE LARGE AND ROUND AND NEAT
BUT LORD, THEY ARE TOO BIG FOR FEET.

"MY CHILD" HE SAID IN SOMBER TONES,
"FOR MILES I CARRIED YOU ALONE
I CHALLENGED YOU TO WALK IN FAITH
BUT YOU REFUSED AND MADE ME WAIT

YOU DISOBEYED, YOU WOULD NOT GROW
THE WALK OF FAITH YOU WOULD NOT KNOW..
SO I GOT TIRED, I GOT FED UP
AND THERE I DROPPED YOU ON YOUR BUTT."

"BECAUSE IN LIFE THERE COMES A TIME
WHEN ONE MUST FIGHT AND ONE MUST CLIMB
WHEN ONE MUST RISE AND TAKE A STAND
OR LEAVE THEIR BUTT PRINTS IN THE SAND"

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 15:37:12 GMT

this is a beautiful song

INTO THE WEST

Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
Night is falling
You have come to journey's end

Sleep now
Dream-of the ones who came before
They are calling
From across the distant shore

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see
All of your fears will pass away

Safe in my arms
You're only sleeping

What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?

Across the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come
To carry you home

And all will turn to silver glass
A light on the water
All souls pass

Hope fades
Into the world of night
Through shadows falling
Out of memory and time

Don't say
We have come now to the end
White shores are calling
You and I will meet again

And you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping

What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?

Across the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come
To carry you home

And all will turn to silver glass
A light on the water
Grey ships pass
Into the West

bordem has over taken me once again

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 15:33:46 GMT

[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: dont remeer
[ 2 ] Last word you said: horizon
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: into the west from lotr
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: my teddy bear
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: quotes from the movie the princess bride
[ 6 ] Last time you said I dont fucking remember: 2 minutes ago on this quiz
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: yesterday..i watch return of the king again
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: backstreet boys now 10 and reel big fish[[no1 has ever heard of it]]
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: i dont like socks
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: more clothes
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: 10 40

[ 12 ] Current taste: egg and cheese bagel
[ 13 ] Current hair: half up
[ 14 ] Current clothes: capris and a big disney sweatshirt
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: everyone
[ 16 ] Current longing: to go out
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: orlando bloom of course
[ 18 ] Current worry: what the hellz happenin with my life
[ 19 ] Current hate: guys..they are all mostly asses ^_^
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: my star tube top
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes, hair, 6 pack
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: reel big fish
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: the shore
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: hell
[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: when ever i wake up thats a stupid question
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: i play drums guitar and oboe already
[ 27 ] Favorite color: green
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: not sure
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5 ft 1 1/4 inch
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: ummm helloooooo
[ 31 ] Favorite book: anything by jrr tolkien or barren
[ 32 ] Favorite season: Summer or winter
[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: gandalf
[ 34 ] Favorite day: anyday theres no school

[[[ FUTURE ]]]

[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: backpacking in europe
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: zoologist
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: 2 or 3
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: bmw z4 or z3 convert, or a supra twin turbo

[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]

[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: ] i wrestle with my dog and kitten
[ Been to New York?: ] of course we onlilive like 20 min away
[ Been to Florida?: ] duh
[ San Diego, Cali?: ] yep (hopefulli ill work there someday
[ Hawaii?: ] im goin spring break
[ Mexico?: ] yeppers
[ China?: ] nope
[ Canada?: ] yep
[Danced naked?: ] in the shower
[ Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] i dont remember
[ Wanted to be the opposite sex: ] everygirl has when the get their monthly visiter
[[[ RANDOM ]]]

[ Do you have a crush on someone?: ] not realli its not wort5h it in the summer
[ What book are you reading now?: ] the two towers by the brilliant j.r.r. tolkien
[ Worst feeling in the world: ] hatred
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: what the hell am i gunna do
[ How many rings before you answer?: ]when ever i get to the fucking phone
[ Future daughter's name: ] skye and avalon
[ Future son's name: ] caleb and something coller
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: ] hellz yes my teddy bear named marshmello
[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ] a zoologist at the san deigo zoo working with big cats
[ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? ] Righty/ambi
[ College plans: ] i wanna study to become a zoologist
[ Piercings: ] Ears

[[[ TEH EXTRA STUFF ]]]

[ Do you do drugs?: ] hellz no
[ Do you drink: ] not usualli but sometimes i drink socialli
[ Who are your best friends?: ] jill chelc ash jlo peter
[ What are you most scared of?: ] having my dad die or being alone
[ What clothes do you sleep in?: ] underwear and a sportsbra
[ Who is the last person that called you?: ] jillian or my mom
[ Where do you want to get married?: ] in my church
[ If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?:] everything
[ Who do you really hate?: ] 2 people
[ Favorite number: ] 6
[ Been In Love?: ] yes but it wont happen again anytime soon
[ What Type Automobile Do You Drive: ] my legs
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late: ] usually late
[ Do You Have A Job: ] no im lazt as hell
[ Do You Like Being Around People: ] um no i like bein alone in a corner (JK i love people)
[ Best feeling in the world: ] pure bliss
[ Are you for world peace: ] yes
[ Are you a health freak: ] hellz no
[ Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: ] not relly..its all about personality and eyes
[ Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: ] yea..but hes taken =[
[ Are You Lonely Right Now: ] yea..
[ Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: ] nope
[ Do You Want To Get Married: ] Yess
[ Do You Want Kids: ] Yepp

can it be true love??????

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 21:52:17 GMT

jessica
LOVES
Orlando Bloom

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159
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100

Love Level: 100%

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the defiant look in her eyes made everyone realize she knew what she was doing

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 02:14:43 GMT

awsome day other than all the cleanin

i talked to jared alot and hes sooo great and nice i luv talkin to him he totalli brightens my day.

when ever im done talkin to him my face has the biggest smile ever\\

i dont care what anyones says or does i like him and if u got a problem i honestly couldnt care

and the glorious light beamed off her ever so white teeth as she smiles down apon u

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 20:15:01 GMT

YEA!!!!!!! the guy that i sorta like well ok i like him. he asked me to go out this sat!!! whooohooo!!! hes sooo cool!

dont worry melisa i wont get raped

THE ALLKNOWING NEED HELP

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 21:42:07 GMT

OK GUYS I REALLI NEED UR HELP ON THIS AND ASMUCH FEEDBACK AS POSSIBLE IM TRYING TO HELP OUT MY FRIEND AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL HER

IS IT OK FOR A SOON TO BE SOPHMORE IN COLLEGE (guy) TO GO OUT WITH A SOON TO BE SOPHORE IN HIGHSCHOOL (GIRL)?????

PLEASE POST

Bow dow and kiss my dainty little feet.........

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 19:55:44 GMT

wow this weekend totalli rocked!!!! well here the lowdown

Friday- WELL........friday was one of thee best days in all eternity. weel at first i wass alldown and shyt that i didnt have anyone to go out with, miss chelc dont like the movies... well luckily jordyn wanted to go out. so we did. First me and jordee went to this resturant where they rollerskate upto ur car and bring you your food, or you could eat inside me and jord decided to eat outside cause we thought itd be fun. but lil did we know how hott the waiters inside were. im mean HOLYSHYT!!!were they banging lol. well after we ate we decide to take some pictures by these old cars... they had a red and white checkered mini coop ahhhhhh!!!! well in the process of this picturei see this guy walk over and walk back to his friends, and im like omg jord i think hes checkin us out, of course she didnt believe me but i proved her wrong. so me and jord walk to the next car this hot blue one with lights underneath, and one of the guys walk over (he looked like he was like 20) and hes all like "hey, u should take a picture by my honda, honda's are soo much cooler than these expensive cars that people show off". it was hilarious cause jord gave him thee biggest attitude ever and he finalli walked away after he realized he wasnt welcome. then... me and jord went to a drive in movie (day after tommorow [i actualli liked it])
and we got online for popcorn, and by this point we were so hyper that we were talkin sooo loud about sleeping with guys on buses (lol florida) and this hott guy right infront of us turns around and is all like "oh realli" and jord was like " no!!! its not like that i swear" and then we started kidding around with him and hes like " yes i got frisky n a bus too" and im totalli like embarressed cause i think about the whole gugel thing and shyt. but yea he was cool. then we went back and sat on the hoodof my moms car which was on and jord like burnt her ass so we went into the car and watched the movie, by the time the movie was done i was known as miss cleo lol the physcic!!!! well we finalli got home at 2 and i fell asleep asap lol

SATURDAY- Well i woke up cleaned bunny cages. then at 7 i met jenn and her friend jakie and kris krause and like trwo of his friends at the movies to see day after tommorow (AGAIN) when i got there and finali met jackie we like ran up to each other and gave each other a hug and was like omg!!@! and jenn was a lil freaked out that we had never met but we were huggin then we explained that we were bff in camp and that we hadnt seen eachother since. well movie was fun and these lil like 5th grades were trying to fight us it was hilarious. then jenn and jax went home and i went to outback with kris and his friends. adams cool but the other one was a freak beyond freaks. and kris was a lil too touchy for my liking, he likes me again but i dont wanna get into anothert relationship with him. then i went home and watched return of the king till 4 and cryed my eyes out at the end.

Sunday- Well i woke up at 9 30 even though i didnt go to bed till 4 to go to church then i went over to chelc's house and we went to the the iceskating place to watch our friends intheir hockey game (spring league) they lost by two points, but i thought they did good. danny lane is a cutie lol. then went home with chelc and she fel asleep at 10 like always and i watched a movie with her bro whos in college (jay) wow is he hilarious in the middle of the movie (deliver us from eva) he just starts ripping apart ll coolj i couldnt stop laughin and we accidently woke up chelc.

Monday- woke up early to go march in the parade woohoo! (please note the sarcasm). my friend laura stalked me!!! then i went back to chelc jumped on her trampoline, fell alseep and went to janelles and i chilled with this guy jared hes awsomeli cool nice and hott, and he thinks the same of me.!! then i went to the mall with my duddy to help him pic out clothes in bloomies and then we were walkin to the food court to eat and hes all like u ant somethin so im like i want a fone cover and hes like ok. but i couldnt see cause there was these big people blockin it soo i decided to try my luck and asked me duddy if i could get second holes in my ears and he said YES!!!!!! so now i have two holes and happy. when i got home i talk to JARED online yay! lol well im done adious

ahhhhh!!!

Sat, 29 May 2004 18:01:09 GMT

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E	Exciting
S	Saintly
S	Slippery
I	Insane
C	Cranky
A	Altruistic

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